I do believe, however, that we are to
to wrestle with the weight and impact
it upon us. It reaches into every pore
of our being, into every cell of our
miniscule intellect, into the unreachable
depths of our spiritual life. I
think that is what Ash Wednesday is all about: a preparation for
the Lenten journey of self discovery and
reflection and awareness of our utter weakness to save ourselves
from our own undoing; and the obvious inclusion of humility and
contrition. I think that is what Holy Week is all about: a
glimpse into the majestic unfolding of salvation from sin and
destruction formed out of a graphic and horrific encounter of
the earthly, human side with the celestial purpose. I think that
is what Easter is all about: not just the bright shining and
joyful feelings of granted victory, but lifelong, eternal
life-long engagement with love and grace beyond our
understanding. This makes me eager to pick up our message
series on grace once again. We continue, however, with the ongoing series of
conversations about spiritual gifts in this and the next few
newsletters. I have already mentioned the upcoming opportunity for everyone to have some
training and an assessment in temperament and spiritual gifts on a personal
basis in early May. Please check the signup sheet on the bulletin board or talk to me
if you want further information.
The last reflection we had on spiritual gifts
left off with the possibility of looking at some critical issues about
implementing or not implementing spiritual gifts that hinged on issues of pride, arrogance,
resistance, and obedience. But before we launch a discussion in that direction
let me pose another question that comes up when people are first exploring gifts:
Can I pick and choose my gift?
Paul tells us to desire the best of gifts, but
he is not suggesting that we are in a position to choose. That is a matter between
your desire and God’s desire. Just because you might desire a certain “gift” does
not guarantee that you will receive it. It is the Holy Spirit that determines what is
needed. It is okay to experiment with what you think may be your gift/s, but augment
it with prayer, conscientious observation, feedback from others, and other
mechanisms of confirmation. Unless you step out in faith and try to identify and
utilize possible gifts through experimentation, you will remain intentionally
resistant to God’s possibilities for you. Obviously, taking a quality spiritual gifts
survey or assessment is essential to narrow down possible areas of focus.
It is essential that trust (an aspect of faith)
be a quality of your efforts. Remember that Satan is very good at instilling
doubt and distrust. This forces many to remain frozen and rigid. We recognize that
God has promised something, but we allow Satan to steal the joy and the celestial
energy of the promise. We get into a pattern of “Yes, but….” Doubt is like a dam in
the river of God’s flowing grace. If unbelief can be routed by determined believing,
then doubt can be defeated by not doubting. Scripture declares that you are
gifted. Don’t doubt it!
There is a more deadly sin however, that will
not only impede your use of given gifts, but will also poison the Body:
pride and defeat. Paul readily warned about thinking too highly of ourselves and too
lowly of others. There is no place for this in the Body of Christ. Unfortunately,
it is all too readily done by most of us.
To be gifted by God is a high privilege. To be
delivered from sin, liberated from selfishness, and empowered with purposive
grace for special ministries is to realize how privileged we are. This, however, is
not permission for pride and arrogance to be part of who we are. In fact, it
is more a support for sacramental obedience. Spiritual gifts are not just given to
those who show promise or as a special reward; they are given by divine wisdom
to every believer to serve other members of the Body and other people through the
Body. God makes those decisions so it is not for us to figure out the
how and why. All who are gifted are of equal rank and privilege because everyone is
divinely chosen.
If pride does not have a place, then neither
does defeat. We were not given gifts to succeed in some sort of personal
enterprise. God gives gifts to be used to His glory and purpose. When we fall prey to
defeatist thinking when we think we see failure in the use of our gifts, we restrict
God’s flow of grace and hurt the Body. Excellence is always a worthy goal, but only as
we develop and apply our gifts. Beware of projecting that into supposed or
expected results. Remember that barriers may exist with other persons and
circumstances, not with your use of gifts. So do not judge success by an apparent lack of
success. God is still behind it all.
Just as you do not make your gifts “work,” by
whom and what you are, then neither should we expect the results to belong
to us. We do not know how to judge the results. Only God can do that. Our privilege
is to use our gifts for the “Lord of the harvest” (Matthew 9:38). We work at the
pleasure of the God of results (see Philippians 2:12-13).
If we truly believe this and act accordingly,
there is no room for entitlement. After all, the harvest of our efforts is really
not the worthy pursuit. Unfortunately, it is also another human foible to seek from God
what we want and what we believe we are entitled to, only to discover that a cost
is paid in a vital relationship with God. It is crucial to remember that a spiritual
gift is never for the profit or aggrandizement of the gifted, but for the glory
of God (see 1 Peter 4:11), and for the edification of the body (see Ephesians 4:12),
and completion of ministry in the world. Using our spiritual gifts always produces
God’s intended results.
While we don’t always know the outcome of our
obedience, we do not have to know to be obedient. Authentic faith—disciplined
faith—that puts us in touch with the God who gives gifts also enables us to trust
God fully. Let’s expand this matter of obedience for a moment.
Either explicitly or implicitly, the word
obey or obedience pops up in connection with the use of spiritual gifts (see
Romans 11:29-33; obedience and
disobedience are used there four times). In
Romans 12:6 Paul asserts, “Having gifts that differ, . . .let us use them”.
That is an imperative statement! And in 1 Peter 4:10: “As each has received a gift, employ
it for one another.” Paul also declares in Romans 11:29, that the “gifts and the call of
God are irrevocable.” If so, then there is a strong matter of obedience, but also of joy
and support.
If you obey the calling, then you must also obey
the using of spiritual gifts. Being called is being solicited, identified, and
designated for something. This directly implicates that giftedness is a
personalized experience as well. If the call and the gifts are irrevocable, then both are not
capable of change or turning back. Consequently, obedience is an essential and
appropriate response; and a nonnegotiable component of the fellowship and
service in the Body of Christ.
Still, with Satan’s sabotage and our own
beleaguered hubris, we are so often given to trying to call the shots on our own
terms. We want to decide for ourselves or act for ourselves according to our own
desires rather than allowing the Creator to use us in a much more profound and ultimately
much more successful plan. Such has been the issue between man and God since the
beginning. Well, friends that is all there is for now.
Until next time, shalom! Pastor Bill
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